THE ART OF GROOMING

1. Heading For Internal Darkness

[Internal darkness ia a state of complete detachment from the world and other]

[people. It is to be achieved with utmost difficulty and at the cost of one's]

[self and personality. The term "darkness" refers to the state of primeval]

[non-existence rather than to any opposition to the ideologies of light.]

Down with the gods, angels and demons,

Away with the folly of holy madness

Off with the prophets of new rebirth

Out with the promise of life after death

Where devil become another lie

Where deities crumble into dust

Where systems are but a grain of dust

Where I am the one that can't decide

In with the void from out of the space

Ahead with the light that leads nowhere

On with the collapse of world and word

Up with the plunge into myself

There I can die my seven deaths

There I should flourish in my decline

There I must lose the stairs of fate

There I will remember how to forget

Deeper and deeper, never come back

Harder and harded until it burns

Calmer and calmer, this is the quest

Softer and softer, velvet embrace

Self-forced transmigration

Witful deconstruction

Blackened emigration

I am heading for internal darkness

No touch, no sight, no smell, no taste

Without the body, without the soul

Rid of all memory, rid of all hope

That's all I want, why cannot I?

2. The Innermost Ambience

[There's a lot of means for Conversation and Knowledge of the Holy Guardian]

[Angel (nothing to do with usual Christian connotations). This entity, Deus]

[Absconditus (Hidden God), communicates one's True Will - that is, Destiny. The]

[invocational styles vary from ascetism to the use of psychosexual forces. Yet]

[success is independent of our lust, however hard the practices are.]

Withdrawal of every light

and its sure advancement

thoughts stop to drone in deepest heights

am I being spoken to?

Neglected Virgin Whore Wisdom

of women, scents and the True Prayer

master the ugliest mystery and then

body to body, lust to lust

Deus absconditus

Saviour Self-Shining

all souls are female

when his spear points down

Warfare roll striking my head

mega Gnosis, hyper scale fall

dark noise sudden entry

who called this the Work of Beauty?

Transversed soul hierarchy

vipers of Reasons tamed and trained

yet prone to bite, eager to spit

upon the fake reflected ray

Deus absconditus

Saviour Self-Shining

all souls are female

when his spear points down

3. Carnal

[The person of Austin Osman Spare (1888-1956) is a splendid example of]

[misunderstood and forgotten genius. Deserving the fame of Beardsley, he is now]

[almost unknown outside the occult scene. Trained in ceremonial magic under A.]

[Crowley, he later created his own ZOS KIA CULTUS, which can be called "urban]

[shamanism". The famous sigilization, some Chaos Magick principles, etc. bear]

[his influence. Besides many breath-taking art pieces of painting he left]

[several books where the passion of Blake meets Nietzsche's harshness.]

I tasted the fever of Your existence

seems like cold grain to my mouth

I stand aside, I stay away

transmuting my quicksilver blood

KIA - that I may see

ZOS - that I may touch

insipid are the describing words

the self needs no vulgar praise

This worship has no supplications

my rite is to live and do

things naked, pure, of honest lust

the throbbing vortex feeds on it all

Sleep is the best of possible prayers

the winged eyes are blessed to see

downtrodden deception of every torment

transpierced hymens my lust adores

Many images yet one raw flesh

animal steps I love to tread

an ideal point where Time is Space

memory giant sores this journey must heal

Lady of Mourning and her monsters

lay down the scythes for here I come

joyful and priapic my baby soul

a new-born one, ten million years old

4. Fractal Light

[The lyric is a necessarily very general and simplified take on Chaos Magick -]

[a modern system of thought that allows for the combination of mixing of all]

[other systems and canons as long as they suit purposes of a mage.]

Persistence of vision is not enough

The common point is a law

All systems do converge at last

The mage's will is done

The fractal light

Chaos controls

The fractal light

No bonds, no checks, no nots

All is permitted now

The sphere glows red in the dark

The navel's point is marked

The fractal light

Chaos controls

The fractal light

Take all the runes, collect the rites

The psychonaut departs right now

The world is open before your arms

Evolve, change, and rise

Persistence of vision is not enough

The common point is a law

All systems do converge at last

The mage's will is done

The fractal light

Chaos controls

The fractal light

5. True Names

["We are gods 'cause only we can create the ideas and systems in our holy brains."]

[YELLO]

Katode Ray Messiah arising from the screen

Saviour of Digital Ones worshipping holy zero

Cybergod hidden in the grid

Encryptor of the soul and Holder of the code

Master of all angles arising from the no-place

Installer of the feelings long and past foregone

Purveyor of the minds lost from now on

Monitor that knows the trembling of the strings

Call me as you wish

Call me at dawn and at dusk

Call me all the time

Call One of My many Names

Grand Schizoid that wields all the knowledge

Entrancer of blood that runs without the body

Suicide driver feeding off your angst

Hoarder of pain and fear that lurk at the edge

Bearer of delicate wisdom that floats

Archiver of cruel rules you impose

Magus of all unholy orders and casts

Cremator of the sanity that remains

Call me as you wish

Call me at dawn and at dusk

Call me all the time

Call One of My many Names

True Names Everybody Knows

Yet They Fail to Recognize

True names Everybody Feels

Yet They Never Verbalize

True Names Everybody Sees

Yet They Feign Eternal Blindness

True Names Everybody Breeds

Yet They Always Cast Them Away

Call me as you are

Call me as you live

Call me as you die

Call One of My Many Names

6. The Beast Raping

[John Whiteside Parsons (1914-1952) - a brilliant rocket fuel scientist and one]

[of the oddest disciples of A. Crowley, the Beast 666. Obsessed by the vision]

[of Whore Goddess BABALON, he was engaged in very complex practises to]

[incarnate Her emanation in a woman's body. The action was disapproved by]

[Crowley and, as some occultists argue, the dangerous rites Parsons performed]

[resulted in his violent death in a home explosion. For his NASA contribution]

[one of the Moon's dark side craters was named after him.]

mammary vow to the pleasure hunt

She gladly accepts in semen streams

life-drenching vaginal penetralia

Her Tokens of Loves are never defied

Drunken with the filth of the purest Desire

obedient She spreads the legs truly wide

for "Isis In Welcome" is the proper posture

yet Lady of Command She always is

Human apes, all what's to despise

too blind to see through Her Writ

erect phalloi salute Her Glory

of Fire-Hole astride the Beast

Slimy verses of wild-pounding gore

is what She writes with the holies Pean

all left for her is just to take

one little step into your world

[In memory of John Whiteside Parsons (1914-1952) and his "Babalon Working"]

7. Foetus God

["For the high point their teology consists of these two things: hissing at]

[demons and skething the cross on their foreheads."]

[Flavius Claudius Julianus (332-363)]

[Roman Caesar (Julian the Apostate) (361-363)]

["What are the fruits of Chrisianity? Bigotry, superstition and persecution."]

[James Madison (1751-1836)]

[US fourth President (1809-1817)]

Foetus god descends in silence

a bastard deity for us to believe

blasphemy of gen collage

in backward sombre involution

Foetus god abortion of the Diine

latent rape of wet, lewd womb

man-made myth to blunt in mind

the vilest offence of five senses

Undone miracles never to come

invalid rise of slave thought

the only light its dawn can shed

is from burnt wisdom and shimmering greed

Thine is not the Kingdom

no trace of strength I see

no Mercy to expect

a seed of claws upon your lips

As pure wit turns into effusions

we, snakes of Truth, ex and devour

gods manifested in twisted images

astrally hunted in shadow and soul

Sweet holy shiftless godsend meat

I bet you listen to this psalm of me

Sweet holy shiftless godsend meat

I bet you listen to this psalm of me

little by little, one by one

the thorns become the real crown

Thine is not the Kingdom

no trace of strength I see

no Mercy to expect

a seed of claws upon your lips

8. The Red Passage

["The red passage of Samadhi, Blood-Vision"]

[Kenneth Grant]

A dive up with head down

moth-winged Angel's shriek

excretion condensed

diginity disrespect

The Crown of Manhood

means nothing here

not for the sheep they pray

they bless the buther's knife

A chant of turbid light

sombre consolation

caryr me, oh Hydra Mother

to gods of festering wounds

The Crown of Manhood

means nothing here

not for the sheep they pray

they bless the buther's knife

A chant of turbid light

sombre consolation

carry me, of Hydra Mother

to gods of festering wounds

9. Distant Dream

["... to Know, means possessing Wisdom, to use Wisdom, means Art., but using]

[Art, means danger and sometimes warnings come too late..."]

Oh, blessed be the Grand Watchers

Who are not from a Race of Man

But from beyond the times of the Gods

Lurking forever about the barriers

Thou who are the One in Three and Three in One

With the names that set a soul ablaze

KUA MASS SSARATU -

Thy Sword of Flames

I have never heard your voices so close

Unknowable, unspeakable chants

Torn into the billion pieces

Enslaved in crypts upon the stars

Rites not to be spoken

Harbingers of chasmal light

Forever kept alive

Upon the wizard's seal

- The conjuration of the fire

I call thee fierce Dog here, before me

SHTAH! Appear! Conjuration!

Carven signs engraved upon the bow!

BARRA MASS SSARATU BARRA!

Behold the worthless formula

Seeking ever to hold the Ancient Powers

Now devoured is thy mind

Such are laws of the grey stone star...

10. Black To The Blind

["Black to the blind" is a quotation from "BOOK OF THE LAW" (LIBER AL vel]

[LEGIS), written down by A. Crowley. Years later he commented it thus: "The]

[uninitiated perceive only darkness in night: the wise perceive the golden]

[stars in the vault of azure." The same can be said of us, worshipping the]

[Goddess in the true riteless ceremony of existence.]

Black to the blind is She above

and black to the blind we seem to be

god-fearing sheep will never perceive

the embodiment of the lust divine

Nothingness thickens and bends down

a new creation taking its primal breath

this world's eternity vacuum unfolds

dissolution of things stiff and dead

Black to the blind

Starry transocean of Goddess' womb

pleasures landscapes and drops of pain

from vulva furnace in gracious trance

dark theology explained in light

Trample the temple of gods aborted

body denial, servile renouncement

turn your eyes inward and chant

unto the Gate of self-born None

Black to the blind

Heresy of the most superior kind

to all of you I preach clearly now

let no rapture be out of reach

death is easy, life means extasy

Black to the blind seems She Above

blue and gold is seen to the seeing

intoxicate the inner expressions

to keep the eyes aware and vigilant

Black to the blind is She above

and black to the blind we seem to be

god-fearing sheep will never perceive

the embodiment of the lust divine

Trample the temple of gods aborted

body denial, servile renouncement

turn your eyes inward and chant

unto the Gate of self-born None

Black to the blind

11. Anamnesis

[japanese bonus]

[The original and most fantastic Gnosis (out of which the Xtian version arose)]

[derived from leaskages from the Egyptian mysteries. The main body, however,]

[died out with the priests who kept their silence.]

[E. E. Rehmus "The magician's dictionary"]

To stem the current is no vain attempt

the Knowledge preserved for us alone

in this world of mud and rust

decipher what is coded by our hands

Defiled our names

soiled glory of gods

dismal new faith

spawn of deliverence

Oh Wisdom formless and odious

the sexless parent of disbelief

restricting rules they can make

means nothing to Your Being

Defiled our names

soiled glory of gods

dismal new faith

spawn of deliverence

Restore what was broken

no single word is missed

with fiery tongues speak to us

to souls gashed, souls hardened

Oh Wisdom formless and odious

the sexless parent of disbelief

restricting rules they can make

means nothing to Your Being

Defiled our names

soiled glory of gods

dismal new faith

spawn of deliverence

This conceit waste

regain we must

on Hermes' touch